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dear friends, as much as it pains me to say this i feel that i must inform you that seth is no longer with us. he committed suicide by hanging on june 9, 2011, his brother found him on june 11, 2011. he left a note, but i'm not sure what it said. i didn't read it. but, i know for a fact seth wouldn't want us to cry or feel bad about it. he's happy now, if you knew seth when he was alive, you would be able to feel it. as nickie stated: he's thrown glitter on the floor of heaven & he's up there now watching over us, dancing.
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I wish I could of spoke to you one last
time..
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Posted on: Oct 23rd 2012, 1:57:34pm
I know you didn't want me to be sad, or cry, or blame myself. . I'm sorry I went against your wishes. I'm sad, I cry, & I most certainly blame myself.
I don't know why. . .but everything reminds me of you. Especially white butterflies. I've seen so many of them, & to make it weirder, it happens when I think of you & Brian.
I miss you so much. Like, I can't even explain. You mean so much to me. I just can't let go, & I know I need to because if I don't. . .I'm scared you won't move on. I need to move on. You need to be safe.
I keep clinging to you. . .I feel so much better just writing on your page. Sometimes I just wish you'd reply. By the grace of god, hopefully one day it will happen.
I've contemplated just giving up, killing myself so I could be with you. . .but, I have my duties here. I've thought about it long & hard.
I have two nieces to take care of, & a nephew on the way. I have a mother who loves me, & a father who adores me. I can't leave them. I don't have the guts or the heart to abandon them. . .I love you, Seth.
I'll be there when it's my time to go.
I understand now. . .it was your time to go. . .we weren't meant to be. This was god's way of saying it wasn't meant to be. I just wish he hadn't of been so harsh about it. . .
I'm moving on, Seth. I'll still write, I promise. I ultra-super-pinky-promise. But I can't blame myself anymore.
Today, I told a dear friend about you & Brian. I spilled my guts about everything all at once. Surprisingly, they didn't lock me in a mental-institution.
I miss you, Seth. But it's time to go. . .I love you.
Please understand that I'm moving on. <3 xo. :*
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