Coming here feels like I'm at your grave or something. It's strange.
I've changed a lot since I last thought about you, you probably don't even know me now. I mean, I'm turning 15 in two months and we met while I was still 11 or 12. I ditched you like I always do with people and I'm sorry. I changed and not talking in a while leaves a lot of space for thinking.
You'll probably never get these messages but thanks for talking to me. For putting up with me. For coming back again and again when I left you behind. I still don't really know how to cope with people. Maybe that's why I still haven't dated anyone, or get really close to anyone.
You know, there's a song that reminds me of you. Pages by There for Tomorrow. I was listening to it on repeat when we had a big argument about me abandoning you and 2 and a half years later, I still can't listen to it without thinking about how I hurt you.
I don't know if you still care about me. If you still want to chase me. I'm sure you can find me again. I'm practically all over the Internet nowadays. Even if you never get this message, I'll still have the memory of you. I never ever got to see what you look like. You're just a faceless name behind a screen in my head. I'm sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for letting you chase after me.
May we meet again, Farrah.
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I've changed a lot since I last thought about you, you probably don't even know me now. I mean, I'm turning 15 in two months and we met while I was still 11 or 12. I ditched you like I always do with people and I'm sorry. I changed and not talking in a while leaves a lot of space for thinking.
You'll probably never get these messages but thanks for talking to me. For putting up with me. For coming back again and again when I left you behind. I still don't really know how to cope with people. Maybe that's why I still haven't dated anyone, or get really close to anyone.
You know, there's a song that reminds me of you. Pages by There for Tomorrow. I was listening to it on repeat when we had a big argument about me abandoning you and 2 and a half years later, I still can't listen to it without thinking about how I hurt you.
I don't know if you still care about me. If you still want to chase me. I'm sure you can find me again. I'm practically all over the Internet nowadays. Even if you never get this message, I'll still have the memory of you. I never ever got to see what you look like. You're just a faceless name behind a screen in my head. I'm sorry for what I did. I'm sorry for letting you chase after me.
May we meet again, Farrah.
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