This is about the girl on the other side of the screen. I am morbidly insane, don't believe me? Just ask.My name is Krista, I'm a fifteen year old sophomore at qhs. I've never been comfortable with my own looks; but many people say that I'm cute and try to complement me. If your one of these people please don't feel bad, I just don't normally believe in complements. My two classes that I excel in are Art and my English II class. I'm the type of girl who can be quiet for a month; but the next time you saw me I can be completely different. My friends and family rule my entire life, they mean the most to me. I've never had confidence in my looks; so sometimes it changes. People that know me the most say I fall under the darker crowd, I don't entirely understand it but I just go with it. I don't follow trends, I go by who Iam. I live my life the best that I can. I don't go by what everybody else wants to do; you only live life once, so live it like you want to. I'm a writer, I'm always write poems and stories. (I'm a different person when I write) My deviantart account can be found .here.and .here. (I have two accounts) like some people I've had a hard past and a difficult present, but I've learned to get past those small things that bother us and learn from my mistakes.(: Never regret something/someone that once made you smile As I stated before I'm my own person and I live by my own rules. I don't follow others, I do things that I wanna do that makes me happier and makes my time here on this planet worth something.
Broken hearts; are always the same whither we want to admit that were the same or not; we cannot change our future. We will always have pain in our lives; but it shows how mature we are when we move past that small problem and come out of it stronger. Some take longer then others; but don't push them down, cause in a time of need all they really need is a true friend who cares. If you see somebody near tears or you think that they need a friend prove to them that they mean something to at least you. You never know you might actually make a difference in their lives. They may not want help at that moment; but let them know that your there for them through thick and thin; so when it comes down to it they'll come to you no matter the problem that has happened. being one of the many heartbroken girls I sometimes feel left out; abandoned; destroyed; empty; dessicated; disgusted with myself; I hated anything and everything that tried to help me because I didn't think I was good enough for anybody's help. Four years later, and I see now that all I really needed was those few friends that showed me there was more to life then what met my eyes. There was people all over the world who had it worse then I did. So before you think that all I'm doing is saying shit that I don't understand. Stop and think, are you truely the only person who's gone through this?
Please don't try and start pointless fights with me; cause I don't enjoy being a bitch to everybody; I have a temper, but, I do try to keep control of it. I'm Italian, Indian, Welsh, Irish, Germain, British, and some other things; I am not a pure blood; I am mixed and I'm proud about it(: I'm against many things; like animal abuse/cruelty, abuse in general, the idea of rape, kidnapping, many things. If you want to start a debate (NOT A FIGHT) then go ahead. I always support things; depending on how much it impacts me. From what I've seen in this world, the main things that have started a war is politics and religion, so please do not comment me asking my thoughts on one of those two things, I will not answer. Right now, I couldn't care less about politics and as for religion I am proudly wiccan, if you don't know what that is go .here. and it'll explain to you what it is. No it is not a made up religion, it has been seen as an actual one for many years now.
that's what i mean to say. it's fucking annoying or they are just doing so they can fucking fit in or shit. it's pretty pathetic. like i said they're kids with really really bad lives and yeah it just pisses me off. well we are cool now right?
well yeah i'm olive.
i'll tell you the kind of emo's i hate to be more clear the kind of emos who just follow the trend the kind of emo's that don't have a reason to be emo the kind that cut themselves for stupid shit...i guess i wasn't clear enough on that. but they're a lot of emos that do that around here. sorry if you took things offensive i didn't mean it. besides emo was a genre so it's pretty stupid that people follow it you know what i mean?
heya!
sure ill make em =)
about the fairies...
1st: i dont have any male fairy :(
i could see if i find one but idk..
2nd: i cant make em like what u want cuz its too personal and i cant post it here.
3rd: i can make u a single fairy with ur name or sayin "i love David" =)
okay first of all the icon list had depressed on it and i thought the things there were pretty neat just some but now they are catagorized as emo. the thing i have a problem with is when people catagorize themselfs...one it makes them a poser and it makes them dumb cause some don't know what it is you know what i mean? it's not just emos i have a problem with. i have a problem with people following trends just to fit in. emo is short term for EMOtional so why do emo's always have to be sad??? like i said before there are kids who would give up there left arm to have a pretty life and some emos are not even depressed. there was a girl who got obbessed with the trend she killed herself before she was emo she had a good life her parents loved her her teachers were nice to her she was well educated until this trend came up she wind up cutting herself than hung herself...just because she was emo. that's not only it...like i had an experience i had a friend he was awesome like awesome he was all rocker than he turned all prep because he wanted to fit in..i have a "gothic" mother and a "heavy metalist" father so don't say i don't understand...because i do. and dont talk about suicidal or cutting cause i'm tired of hearing that i had bad horrible experineces from that...so trust me if you say your that you don't even know what fucking depressed is trust me. i've delt with it since i was young okay
xoxo